At the end of my last post, I explained how I inherently knew how to use the power of thought as a child and exactly how I used it. Since I wrote that, I’ve wondered – why did I forget it? Why didn’t I continue to use it? Then I began to remember some of the feelings I had after getting what I wanted. My understanding of this is now creating a HUGE SHIFT for me!!!!!!
When I would succeed again at getting the gift I wanted or winning the game as I wanted– here’s how I remember feeling: GUILTY! 
Guilty because I got just what I wanted, and I should not always get what I wanted. I don’t know where I got that, unless I was told I didn’t always need to have what I wanted… So then I felt undeserving of having what I wanted.
Here is what made me ‘forget’ the power of thought: Here I am now, as an adult,understanding what then took place. Of course I didn’t want to feel guilty, so to take care of that problem I probably decided that I simply couldn’t have what I wanted. Also, when I felt undeserving of having what I wanted, and guilty because I was getting it, I must have subconsciously decided to stop using the power of thought! I didn’t know I decided not to use it, I just did. How did I do that? Just now, I realized that I decided not to think about what I wanted—not to know even what I wanted – not choose what I wanted. I had to protect myself from getting what I wanted, and that did the trick! This explains to me WHY even to t his day it has been a huge struggle for me to decide what I want!! Tears are coming to my eyes now even as I write, because I am unlocking the padlock from my own prison cell of not knowing what I want :*)!!

OK, so here it is. It is safe for me to want something and choose it, because as opposed to being guilty when I create the life I want, I am a full-functioning prosperous person in society with a heart that cares for others.
I can care more for others and help them when I’m prosperous and have those things I want and enjoy…overflowing to others. Also, I’m deserving of it, because I am just as important and deserving as any other person on this planet. So right here, and now, I’m giving myself permission to use the power of thought again with the flow of being connected with all-that-is and allowing what I choose to come in to me.
To become truly free of those inaccurate thoughts I formed as a child, I’m going to use the Master Resonance TechniqueTM to clear those things out and reinforce these empowering understandings of the power of thought into my subconscious mind. WHEW! Huge Shift! Thank you Master Key Master Mind Alliance!
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